naked in class

when i passed my egg around that bared so many emotions and feelings [that for the most part] i wouldnt even bother telling friends or family just because who wants to sit around explaninig how you feel everyday>

I felt n a k e d.

but there's more....when i noticed the class mainly made up of guys i was even more uncomfortable with the idea of all these guys reading how i have felt in the past 14 days, guys i dont even know but the cool thing was that from what i saw, everyone [the two girls in the class included] they held the egg so gently....and "cradled" it like Beth said. it was weird to literally watch all these strangers hold my emotions- let alone so carefully.

it made me feel
vulnerable. very vulnerable.

but in a good way. it was weird.
i dont mean to sound like a sappy girl with tons of emotional baggage and "feelings" but this experience was unlike no other and very interesting to see the results...

i knew. i knew it was going to break. but that's life, even when we know something may not work out we do it anyway. we still do it.

eggsactly how do you feel?

well.....i did "something" with my egg. rather its quite what you were looking for or not at all, i found the experiment both entertaining and interesting. I took the egg home. sat thought about it; couldn't really grasp what to do, and BOOM popped an idea but...eh....wasn't liking that.
then i begin thinking of ways to ensure i take this assignment seriously and involve myself as often as possible which leads me to my final idea that involves me with the egg literally everyday.

i took the egg and grabbed a permanent marker and decided to define my feelings for the day each night on the egg using only one word per night.

i am a "journaler" so i am used to describing the thoughts and final comments for each day in my notebook, so after writing in my journal every night i went to my egg and wrote down one word describing how i felt after that day had ended.

this was interesting, it gave me an idea of how many different emotions i go through each day/week whatever

it shows highs, lows, mediums, etc but the kicker is that is bares my feelings to whomever sees the egg.

something i dont necessarily broadcast for the whole world to see- this took me "out of my shell" and really made me involved in an assignment for literally 14 days.

so thats that.

☮angie

wayzgoose y'all

I loved Beth's reaction to I think a Matt opening the book and saying "ummm...wayzgoose?" and to Beth's surprise she had no idea what that was......which ended us up in the Lobby of IUPUI IT building downstairs with Matt screaming "WAYZGOOSE 2009!!!!" in which we were all directed to pay attention to "round things" the rest of the day.

This all makes perfect senese. (at least to the fun mind of random people) like myself. :)

I would sum this day up as energetic, interesting, and thinking outside the BUN..... BAM!


☮angie

test test....

this is my official first blog. enjoy!



☮angie